I keep listening to his songs on replay. Wts -.- Totally the reason why I messed up at training today. First time in my life, zack scolded me. Either focus, or get out. Had to get out for today. Need a clearer mind for saturday's session. Maybe it is time I accepted that the new guy I hear of is probably better than me and that I am just another burden to her.

Supported JJ at soccer yesterday. Awesome match, though they lost. Faruq is a star now :) Cannot imagine anyone else who deserves such glory and happiness more.