Alas, the time has come. The time I told myself, I will let go and not restrain that person. He will take good care of her, from what I heard. I mean, that is what I thought of the previous guy until he walked out. Now this new guy has come out of nowhere, but perhaps he is different? I don't know him. But I found out who my real friends are, and they are a lot :) People who kept helping me, sometimes even listening to me being a gayfag full of emotions. Ew. LOL. I feel so paiseh to think about it. I promise not to confide in people again, keep to myself. I mean, there are also plenty of fishes in the ocean. Some even in the OGL. heehee. But that is not my intention! Let's go fishing another time.. For now, let's try to party without any guilt of betrayal. Cos Im finally turning 18, wild, single, young stallion :)